Lost in Myself

Lost in myself

 

Don’t know where I am, don’t know what to believe,

One day I’m here, the next day I leave,

Don’t know what to trust, don’t know what to feel,

What today feels wonderfull, feels the next day unreal,

 

Don’t know who I am, still can’t find me,

I have my doubts about this person inside of me,

 

She tells me my lies, she shows me my fears,

and all where she leads me is anger or tears,

I get so tired of her and so tired of me,

My head knows so many voices, witch one will I be,

 

Don’t know what I need, don’t know what will save me,

Today I live in misery, tomorrow I can be happy,

All that I know, this is not what I want,

This fight is killing me and not where I belong,

 

So choose to let go, there really is no fight,

It’s a reflection of your shadowed light inside,

I can’t see your heart, your choice was to block,

If you want to know you, then please please unlock,

 

This lock feels so safe, don’t want to feel pain,

pain hurts my heart, and drives me insane,

There’s pain all my life, and every day new,

But when pain feels so safe, there won’t be a way through,

 

Don’t know who I am, still can’t find me,

I have my doubts about this person inside of me,

 

So open your heart and feel what you have to feel,

Than someday, one day, every feeling will be real